Lies.

He shines with childish innocence and immaturity. His youthful soul is filled with excitement and adventure. But a dark and dreary being longs to drain him of his lust for life and tear his soul from his body to leave him lifeless. She seeks out his heart and he innocently surrenders it. She toils and teases him into believe she surrenders her love to him and he sacrifices everything to be with her. His first love in the world is a fraud and just as his heart fills to the brim with passion and lust, she leaves him with his heart exposed. Despairing, listless and torn, his love becomes hostility and he seeks out his revenge.

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Every fear you've never confronted, every pain you've ever suffered, and all the anger you've ever experienced manifests itself in you. The feeling escalates slowly and the heat in your stomach rises to a boil. Your mind stops and you lose control. All you can do is wait and watch to see what happens next. Your whole body trembling, your sanity quickly abandons you. And then, all of a sudden, you're floating on the inside, heart racing, while your body's at its own free will, wrecking and destroying everything in your path. And as your mind goes back to normal and your sanity returns, you're still powerless.

Morose

A mist of pity and sadness surrounds me. Light and billowy but engulfing, nonetheless. My head is enveloped in it, preventing any clear thought. This feeling of morose is always present. My attempts to forget it are unsuccessful. It still follows me as if it were my shadow. I can't rid myself of it. It's a feeling in my gut, a dew in my head. It's something which I cannot comprehend and though I try so hard to find the words, I still fail. It's not right. Just as my spirits begin to escalate, there is something, a barracade, a boundary, preventing me from being completely happy. Preventing me from being complete.